I am Goddexx Mayari, who hails from the night sky, but currently resides in Los Angeles, CA. I am genderfluid, transcending the boundaries of manhood and womanhood in the same ways that I transcend and redefine what it means to experience pleasure, desire, and pain. I recognize sex(uality) for what it is: a form of nourishment, and a necessary playground for self-discovery and indulgence.
I am both a conduit to and the subject of your desire. Allow yourself to release your stress, worries, and responsibilities as you worship at the altar of my body. Goddexx Mayari is a deity of desire & play, agony & ecstasy. I thrive off your worship, your acts of service, your willingness to tribute your pain to me, the simple act of offering me your trust while I use you as I see fit.
Above all, I demand the highest quality of worship, which oftentimes means training my devotees––not only to better serve me, but to improve their wellbeing and functioning in their own lives.
I am a highly intelligent and educated dommx. I studied Gender & Sexuality studies in school, where I became fascinated with the ways that power works: the systems of oppression and domination that we live under are inescapable. Combined with my interest in BDSM and my experiences as a neurodivergent queer person of color, this began my journey of exploring these systems of power and domination through kink: I find it to be a powerful tool in teaching and understanding how power works and how it can be subverted in our daily lives and relationships. I strongly believe that BDSM, when practiced safely and effectively, can allow us to gain a deeper understanding of ourselves through exploration, self-reflection, and discovery.
As a dommx, I am playful yet cruel: expect your cries of agony to be met with my giggles. I consider myself to be a hard sadist, I love pushing the limits of how much pain my devotees can withstand, as well as the limits of what that pain actually looks like. The pain I enact is filled with tenderness, care, joy –– the highest form of worship comes in the trust and power that you are willing to give up to me. I won’t surpass your limits, but I’ll push you beyond what you ever thought you could handle or experience. I challenge you to be vulnerable and allow yourself to submit to desire.
My interests are wide-ranging and diverse. I adore mummification and sensory deprivation play: your gentle gasps and the shivers down your spine that devolve into growing whimpers and moans as I work up the intensity and pull you deeper and deeper into subspace, reminding you of your sheer and utter helplessness. I love to watch you struggle, blindfolded so you’ll truly have no idea what my next move will entail, only clued in by the sound of my leather boots against the hard floor, my hot breath against you, my nails trailing across your skin. Maybe you’ll find yourself fully incapacitated in my latex vacuum bed, your senses fully blinded, unsure if my next touch will bring you ecstasy or pain (or both), your access to oxygen fully under my control.
Electroplay and medfet are another few favorites of mine. I take great pleasure in playing the mad scientist, using your body as my playground to experiment upon. Do you desire to be my test subject as I unravel you on a quest to uncover exactly what makes you tick? I love electroplay and the ways that it allows me to creatively enact pain and entirely new sensations without leaving any long-lasting, visible marks. Don’t be fooled: the effects it creates are visceral –– imagine if every single moment that I graced you with my touch came with a powerful electric shock. If you’re not opposed to marks, however, feel free to volunteer to be my next pincushion –– blood is one of my favorite tributes to be offered, and I love using needles to put my subjects into predicaments that fully blur the line between agony and bliss.
I am also a huge fan of watersports and toilet training: consider my piss a holy communion that you may be blessed with the honor of being allowed to ingest or be showered in. There are few things more endearing to me than looking down at a sub and seeing the desire and vulnerability in your eyes as you beg to receive Goddexx’ holy sacrament
On a gentler and more sensual level, I relish all forms of genderplay and petplay. I put these two together because I find there is a lot of overlap: what can we discover when we explore beyond the realms of your assigned gender, or even your humanity as a whole? I revel in the range of possibilities that these forms of play can provide, whether it be a space for humiliation and degradation, praise and adoration, or anywhere in between. What matters is that you’ve handed over the reigns of control, trusting in my ability to take you to the limits of your very existence: whether that’s turning you into the perfect lapdog, a dirty mutt, a beautiful woman, or a useless slut.
Finally, while I love every opportunity I get to use my strap-on (and my wide array of dildos), I am also a fisting top. The feeling of being so deeply inside you, reaching into the core of your being and turning you into my handpuppet, is exhilarating beyond belief. Let me turn you inside out, make you raw, force you to peer into the abyss of your own being. Grant me the pleasure of feeling your raw desire throbbing around my forearm, a form of devotion in and of itself.
This list of interests is far from all-inclusive –– if you have anything in particular in mind, feel free to ask me. I am fully committed to Risk Aware Consensual Kink. Safewords are mandatory, and I accept submissives and requests for companionship from people of any legal age, from all race and gender backgrounds. All sessions are completely legal and based on the mutual understanding that compensation is for time exchanged.
5’6″ | 125lbs | Shoe size 9W/7M